1 Joshua 1:1-9 we have a freedom we can choose not to sin when we sin we lose the freedom that jesus won for me in the end we lose the promise land and cannot be fruitful for God tap on God's promises and enter God's abundance so many christians that have come to church for so long but never did win the blessings for God never made an impact for jesus in their gospel joshua generation was tired of wandering around in the wilderness tired of living in spiritual barreness i want to lay hold of every blessing of God in my life so obsessed with possessing the blessings of God challenged the giants of the land ancestors retreated from attacking the giants joshua generation believed God for fruitfulness and miracles willing to take on every giant in the land because my God is bigger than all these giants i want to see life transformation i want to live in the abundance of God's blessing enough of doing things and doing things and not seeing fruits of our ministry we're going to do great things for God! believe God for the multitudes stop believing God for not losing people i want to gain people enough of 5 -10 percent growth 100 percent growth every year! i WILL NOT BE SATISFIED it is a miracle of God and God gets all the glory God has great plans for me move from the occupational mode to conquest mode 1-recognize God's divine appointment i will be courageous there is an inner conviction that it is God's will v3-5
I love you God ~
10:12 AM
Friday, December 25, 2009;
a- put guardrails in place Jeremiah 31:21 nobody does it for me set up for yourselves even though i could but im not going to do it what are some of the guardrails i need to install direct your mind to the highway our minds need to be directed if left unkempt it will go astray it will explore off limit areas as well i wanna be free and have a borderless life? life without discipline is a life wasted we think that we are free what is true freedom really? what is my heart is not the same as what is my flesh where does true freedom come from came from the limitations of self discipline hours of scales and hours of practice limiting at first but after awhile it gets beautiful freedom not a confusing sound but produces music freedom comes from disciplined lives not about what i can do now but what i don't have to do anymore dont need to prove anything to anybody or sucuumbing to temptations freeway has a divide you stay on one side write them down not to penalise but to remind i may not make my basket but at least i know nobody wins a race without a finish line b-practice what i know is God's best even if it doesn't make sense yet even though its tough not about the meat of the Word its not when its delivered but its what I do with it put it into application or throw it in the trash Hebrews 5:13 don't come to church in the flesh without the heart don't let my feelings run my life my senses and feelings are spoilt c- look for proof of my faith get confidence to walk across measure it most important not my faith we have alot of faith all across the world in muslims etc am i a better person because i have become a christians? am i a better student or am i a better son?
I love you God ~
2:17 AM
Monday, September 7, 2009;
1- temptation make ugly and nasty things look as beautiful as possible Jezebel putting on make up before Jehu comes temptation always comes part of us died from camp or response is temptation looks so beautiful when it appears on the screen something on internet seem so nice Face book email going to a party tired and laze and chill out? rubbish grab remote and flip through channels? just because im tired bla bla bla get the superman complex thinking that im better than temptation all of us are subject to temptation we think we can always conquer further from the truth cake that we not supposed to it take a peek sniff and take that little bit im not cutting a piece for myself?! just a little taste anyway we just compromise and compromise we're not sinning? we din cut!? thats how temptation gets at us we think we haven't officially get past the line exactly how the enemy wants to take us out
2- condemnation Jezebel began to make accusations called him a murderer of his master called him a murderer brought condemnation devil putting magnifying glass on every single area that we did wrong replays the thing that happened last summer to our lives WHO CARES WHAT HAPPENS LAST SUMMER i dont have time to dwell on my sins of yesterday wants to blow up and magnify every sin in my life put the dog's nose into its poop and then cleaning it up again after that condemnation is putting its nose in but not cleaning it up holy spirit comes with conviction and show where we did wrong wipe up our mess and its clean and gone house of my life showing me all the messy rooms try to make me feel condemned to think cannot be a Jehu and cannot do anything powerful old things have passed away all things have become new put to death those thoughts im a new man in christ im a Jehu
3- intimidation a kind of fear king zimrai did kill his master and did reign as king became king but only reigned for seven days own people turned on him he lit his bedroom on fire and committed suicide Jezebel trying to tell Jehu that hes going to last seven weeks and seven days think we end up worse than before ENEMY CANNOT SAY THAT TO DO this aint about me i am running for the Lord tenacity and faith that wont quit fight the good fight of faith and i wont be entangled like running 400 m run and run and run and lose oxygen as we near the end we think the answer is more passion need to learn how topace ourselves get around other people and run alongside them pick each other up and pace each other its not about how i start its about how i finish fear of failure is to set ourselves up to fail its not you or me its about crying about who is for me romans say God is for me who can be against me as soon as Jezebel thrown down was trampled Satan thrown down like lightning from heaven and trampled on ground THROW THAT DEVIL DOWN SIN SHALL BE UNDER MY FEET i am not alone God is for me
I love you God ~
8:04 AM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009;
open and flexible impressionable idealistic capacity for faith treasure
open to everything including receiving the WOG formative and mouldable state of mind can disciple him like no other. best disciples idealistic? cause to fight for go all out climb the highest peaks and dive the deepest mountains extremism not neccessarily bad can be an impact for good young people trust more - less hang ups express faiths in a very unique way mary was visited by angel as teenager "may it be done to me according to ur word" angel visited zecharaias " how can i be sure of this?" see a generation moving in great faith for God money making component of it? if only the church can communicate that they are treasured before God going after the hearts of the next generation proverbs 4:23 proverbs 4:20-22 life in life out garbage in garbage out desperately in need for the WOG
over blessed and under tested over entertained and under challenged teenagers at forefront joseph david jeremiah josiah mary timothy God never look down on young people he always use them salvation army william booth at 15 year old charles persian started ministry at 19 methodist john wesley university holy club 26 with that a whole movement 90 percent come to know God before 30 75 percent before the age of 25 even the devil is fighting so hard what about God where there is no young people there is no lasting change Ecc 11:9 know how to drive but dont know the roads
I love you God ~
9:19 AM
Monday, August 17, 2009;
Your time is up
your time is up your days are numbered Daniel 5
you and i may be crossing the line of no return
experiencing grief of God as judgement come into our lives Belshezzar threw a party for all his nobles archaeologists say there is banquet hall for more than 1000 people belshezzar became more and more arrogant asked that utensils from jerusalem temple and used it for his own glory mocking the authority of the KOG honour God of gold and silver and wood many people want to put God in their pocket MENE MENE TEKEL PARSIN belshezzar suddenly sensed the awesome presence of God trembled in fear mother said Daniel could interpret the worlds daniel interpreted and got made 3rd most powerful because 1st is father 2nd is him you can't give me anything that you don't have God restored nebuchanezzar when he looked to God after 7 years of living like an animal your days are numbered God has weighed your life and found it not worthy of anything God walks in holiness and holiness is expected of Him God will have to allow judgement to fall upon us we all have to come under the scrutiny of God's will maybe its your last time but living in double life and sucuumb to impurity thinking you get get away with it if we fill minds with garbage we live out our lives in garbage there comes a time where you cross the line we die prematurely not every person live out every day that was predestined to us God's will can be not fulfilled in our lives God's will always accomplish my sovereign will is in line with your obedience with me! Sampson most anointed man in OT jawbone of ass kill entire philistines which were the most feared warrior at that times power came from the Lord he only had one problem - women was with prostitute next moment philistines came he still managed to kill them all samson got captured in the end God had enough asked God for one more chance Temple collapsed and he killed himself ananias and sephira sold possessions and offered only part of possession to look God couple died and dragged them out of the church peopel come to church as corpse go out alive but also can go out dead corinthians seeing man sleeping with his step mother paul asked this guy to be set apart and set aside for the DEVIL consider both the severity and mercy of God hearts get so hardened that we dont hear the voice of God anymore psalm 73 how come the more they sin the more prosperous they become more healthy more powerful when someone comes and rebuke you it is a blessing when you can become the top of your profession and men will love you you will walk right to hell God no longer rebukes and prunes you Hebrews 10:26-30 i dont deserve one thing from God based on my righteousness if i am committed it is by the grace of GOd we become too hardened by sin that there is only judgement dont become presumptious there is always forgiveness but there comes a time where you dont even ask for forgiveness anymore
we dont have to cross the line of no return
our God who remembers our forefathers he blesses us because of our forefathers best thing we can do for our children is to walk right before God God was gracious of Belshazzar because of Nebuchanezzar why did God write the words on the wall instead of killing him straight away you're getting there TURN BACK God also left Daniel there to intepret for him God just told him he's going to lose the kingdom he still say i'll still give you if i were him i would bow before God and cry out for mercy if he did cry out GOd would prob have forgive him but his heart was so far gone and hardened that it no longer applies hebrews 3:15 when we say not today not today next week God does not send anyone to hell we go to hell despite of any road block GOd has placed along the way when we find ourselves in place of judgement we condemn ourselves not God our hearts hardened overtime bit by bit we drift away from God when all warriors were at war he pampered himself at home for David Peter eroded his own heart that was arrogant and proud he wouldnt abandon Jesus Judas did not join the band of 12 for just to earn money he prob loved God at the start as well Judas not schemy cunning man Jesus trusted Judas with the treasure 30 pieces of silver is millions and millions of dollars ask God to let you not waste your life a pot of water that raised 1 degree every hour when frogs are cooked never did jump out God is not mocked whatever is sowed by you will be reaped by you
I love you God ~
10:28 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009;
Daniel 3:16-18 light and salt of the earth but many allow ungodly practices because we dare not stand up for god's truth and standard result of pressure of peers and colleagues allowed the majority to determine our morality failed to influence world and surroundings Romans 12:2 inside in or outside in? forced against their own will became eunuchs now have to serve an evil king wisdom of a serpent as shrewd as a serpent but as pure as a dove promoted to be a governor of the region in the world but never part of the world never allowed world to change his values how can we be as wise but not as part of the world culturally relevant understanding accepted but not part of the world how to transform the world when we are transformed by this world? how far can we identify w the world without displeasing the Lord how to not compromise God's standard? how fashionable before losing ur modesty and decency that dont glory God? BUT dont draw a line that dont exist
I love you God ~
9:49 AM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009;
I just opened my gmail via microsoft outlook and all the old emails were being loaded. Something interesting caught my eye. This email was dated
Tue 1/30/2007 11:41 PM
Hey dearrrrrrreest gor! [opps. *ahherm* starting my long speech]
Maybe you forever wont open this mail ba. haha. but still i wna explain. lol.sry hor. tday mei's card no $$ liao. hehe. i wanted t sms you at 9.15 one. it was physics prac lesson. i ran toilet thn sms you you knw! so sincere! :] haha. But thn it says 'service not available'.
argh :( so hmm i think u din receive the sms ba :D
I guess in the future mei cant sms gor so often anymr ): i mean my dad dont allow me t sms so much. zz. sooo friggin shity rite! :\ lol vulgar. but i like smsing you larh honestly. haha very very very very very sooooper dooooper nice! :D :D okay larh not so exaggerating.lol.
Since in the future i might not be able t sms u anymr, aiya you might as well get another mei larh. xD though i'll get jealous that's for sure. but then as long as gor happy i'll be happy too!
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meiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii XD
Gosh those times were sweet. Really. Child like too. Especially the running to the toilet to message part. But guess everyone moved on already. Haiz.
